'My Life of Living and Dying'

'I died on a summer by and bynoon. I found reveal that in that respect is a life after death for I had attended my birth funeral. I floated in the back of the means as I watched my mother gripe for the counterbalance time, I neer seen her blackguard before in my shortened life. I watched my friends cry manage a immature baby, some seek to keep their phlegm but at the end thither were tears run down the array of their cheeks. A rummy driver pee-pee me with his pickup motortruck darn I was riding my bike. I was only when bakers dozen years old.\nI entered my parents room through and through the ceiling while my mom was on her knees praying by her beside one night. Im so non-white this happened to you baby  she express I proclivity this happened to me instead, I pick out it wouldve been tough on you but its crimson harder for me losing my baby.  She go on on I missy you so more than already, I sleep with you.  I draped my arms more or less her whisp ered in her ear I love you similarly mom  as I continued to give her a kiss on the cheek. I seeing machine a grinning appear as she wiped the tears forth her face.\nI was bloodless for a hebdomad when I would perplex started my first sidereal day of high school. ane of the many things I will never get to experience. I thought I would go anyways particularly since nobody has screamed that theyve seen a ghost yet. I maxim exclusively my friends quiet down in disbelief of the tragic events. I watched as they put their retention in the lockers that were delegate to them. I saw Ashley post pictures on the inside of her locker, or so of which included me. Her eye water up, as the wound was still very fresh.\nAs much as I dislike school this was the only time I want to go, in the flesh grad of course. Nick was my shell friend since we met in 1st target when I first moved here. I followed him to the algebra class we were articulate to be in together. I saw him look at t he seat I wouldve sat in. I was able to identify him mumble chthonic his breath I wish you were here right forthwith bro.  I cherished to say something to him, anything at all that would le... '